Peace

██████, you don't even know the peace I've found without you next to me. When my head doesn't have to grind, doesn't have to wonder whether you want me or not.

I wanted so badly to believe in your innocence. I focused so hard on my supposedly ruined, irreversibly damaged mind. I feel so tired. I don't know if you took everything good from me—I still would have given you more, stupid as I am.